For anyone who reads this or contributes to my cause thank you in advance. I have lived in a very difficult relationship.  The two men in my life that I tried to be the best to left me. First my husband abandoned me and took everything all of it.  Left me with no means to support my self. He left me because I got tired too trying and couldn't stay awake no matter where I went. When I was able to get away from him.  Iguess I felt safe and would fall asleep every where I went not waking up for hours.  Iam not on drugs like he has tried to defile me with. Not did I ever levee him.  Everydaythis man would attack me mentally and emontionally not to mention financially.  I Holy hell ashamed of myself for tolerating the behaviors.  This man stole things from my parents estate and he stole all my retirement along with the insurance my son left me for me when he died.  My life went to shit 10 years ago when my husband thought it would be cute to take VIAGRA behide my back all while running me off this was daily after years of this.   I started to give up.  Theother man I mentioned was my dad who wanted till my husband was gone before he let go of this fight we call life.  Bless my dad's heart he was the best even though he had funny ways of showing it.  My dad is greatly missed by all of us kids. I know he is very much loved and I am grateful for this man.  He was there even though he didn't have to be.  

I have been struggling to find work and the funds to get to a job.  But I need help mostly with my utilities is been three months since I had electricity and it's been a difficult tasks trying to keep food good.  I won't go into the electric bill.  Ihave proven to evergy that they have been charging me for someone else's bill they're but they don't like to listen or investigate what I have been telling them.  I don't have a specific amount because any little or big I get is more than I have today so very grateful thank you to this platform in which is willing to do this for those in need.  Big Hugs to all!