I am struggling extremely bad emotionally, mentally and financially. I need help badly!

My fiancé, the love of my life, died on July 2nd. My entire world changed! I lost him. He was my home. I never had that in 41 years until him. I lost all our plans for future. We were partners, a real team in everything. We were with each other all day every day. We worked together in our business. I lost all income. I can not continue the construction business without him.

We live in our fifth wheel RV that we were in the process of remodeling our RV into our dream home on wheels.

I am living a horrible nightmare that no one should ever have to live. It is indescribable the heartbreak.

on top of that, everyday it is another problem after problem. Problems that we would handle together. Problems he was able to fix because he knew how to do everything.