Back in August of 2025 I found out my Childs father is dealing with some mental health issues that are greater than me.  While learning that I was hit by a drunk driver totaling my car and forcing me to move out of my home. Now in the midst of all that my mom had a bariatric surgery that went left and she was also in need of help, so without hesitations I dropped everything and moved with my mom. (I was forced to leave my children’s father to figure it out) . Upon moving with my mom I had medical restrictions due to the car accident that made it impossible to find a job. On September 25th 2025 my one and only died of cardiac arrest (my mom). so now I have my three children, my 18 year old sister who’s still in high school and my disabled adult brother whom never leaves his room. We had so many blessings and angels placed around us yet figuring out affairs, where we would stay, etc. was left on me. I ended up calling my children’s father to come up and help me. Once he got here it was just worse than before I left him because those mental health issues still persists untreated. My 6 year old daughter ends up going to the school and confiding in her teacher whom called DFCS. We had an open case for three weeks and due to the accusations and my childrens father refusing to leave my moms home, I left with the kids. We stayed at family house until I finally got enough money for a hotel that I paid up for 7days. I was so exhausted that I fell asleep leaving my children up in the room and they made minor damages to the room. Instead of them letting my pay for it, so we had somewhere to lay our heads they kicked us out. I finally got the landlord to get my kids dad out so we could go home. Now mind you I started working a job back in December on 2025 as a Canvasser  making $1000 biweekly. I was still seeing to my moms, sisters, brothers, mine and my children’s affairs while trying to navigate the right direction concerning my children and their relationship with their father. By March of 2026 I was drinking in the morning and at night anytime my children were sleep, not around and when we were just in the house. Now by this time my sister is having a full on scoriasis breakout to where her nails are falling off, her skin is falling out, she can’t eat one her own properly, she’s in really bad discomfort and pain, etc. so now I don’t have a child sitter (I’m taking the kids to work) and my sister needs more help.  I had court 2 hours away one day, so my sister, my children and I drove there(I was sober). On the way back, about 15 minutes from home I totally fell sleep and crashed our transportation. That same day I called my Boss to tell him what had happened and the company fired Me without last pay or any of my commissions on that day phone call. I still had some money saved, so I made due. A day before my sisters graduation I ended up getting so drunk I blacked out just trying to escape the thoughts that I got into it with my family and accidentally shoved my grandma. I stopped drinking 2 days after that and it’s been almost 3 weeks now. I had no other help, so I still relied on my kids father when it came to what I lacked for the children but I couldn’t Be what he needed for his mental health anymore ( due to my mental capacity) , so it continued to be the same in high emotional moments for him Until he ended up braking off my review mirrors, chasing the children and I around town (on a high speed chase), threatening to kill us all including himself, smashing my phone,  caused a censor on my car to go faulty, so the battery is dead. I have no childcare, no more money saved, no transportation, they turned off my food stamps because my kids dad wouldn’t give me income verification on his part. I have asked family to come and stay with them, so I can work nights while they help me with the kids. No one is really wiling to interrupt their lives and I get everyone has a struggle yet I just never thoughts I would be like this right now. I have always taken great care of my children. I can’t even feed my babies right now or even crank my car up to go to a food pantry.