No one really ever thinks that somebody they love will take and end their own life. Until they do.  Until they're gone and there is no going back.  

I've yet to meet anyone that talks badly of my brother. 

He's so sweet 

He's such a good guy

Hes got such a good heart. 

Those are the things that I hear from everyone who knew him.  

So to think he would take his own life.  Unbelievable.  

  October 27 th my baby brother was found unalive in his apartment in Santa Clara, Ca. 

I am heart broken. 

Not only did i lose my brother,  but I have to quickly arrange for him to be laid to rest. 

I'm his only family and so the burden of his unexpected passing is on me. 

He means to much to me to not give him the rest he needs and deserves.