I lost four siblings in 4 years. One of which was a 30-year brain cancer survivor. When the last sibling died my brother milo, is one year anniversary of his death came along and on that very same day my daughter was killed! I do lawn care and have a wonderful business! The date that my brother died and my daughter was killed was August 3rd. I was completely overwhelmed! I had had so much hit me I couldn't even think straight! I wanted to get through the remainder of my season so I could use the time to heal. I took some self healing and what it was time for me to go back to work I had a large contract with a huge set of apartments 72% of my income, I want to take them proof of bonding and insurance for the company just days from going back to work and I pulled up to the facility proof of insurances in hand and they told me that they decided to have their maintenance people do the lawn care that I was doing and I was no longer needed! I had zero time to rebuild my business! And I am completely overwhelmed and afraid I'm going to lose it all! I have a nice home, I have a nice vehicle, I have nice equipment but I was simply just caught by surprise and have no time to rebuild my business because it takes time to rebuild a business like this! I have no operating funds! I'm very very close to losing at all. If I could just have help to give me a buffer zone of time, I would do just fine! I'm in between losing it all and riding the rest of my years out doing what I like to do with my business. I don't lean on people! I've had four years of pure hell losing my four siblings, my daughter, and then my job in which they should have given me notice on not wanting me back.. I thank you for reading my profile! It means the world to me!