I lost my husband, I was with my husband 93 to 2017 when he passed away. After 5 years of not dating I joined a dating site. I thought I was talking with a real person. That I thought I was crazy about. Him. He needed some help. I sent him money. He said he would send me his check he would have the check made out to me. It was more money than I had given him. He wanted me to keep what he owed me and send him back the rest. I even took the check the bank the check was written by. They said that the check was good but it was for deposit only. So they couldn't cash it. I went ahead and put it into my account. After I sent him back the money. My bank contacted me 4 days later. The the check wasn't good. It came back refer to maker. I have no idea what that means. Other then now I owe my bank all this money. I am a disabled 60 year old woman. I have no means of getting the money to pay the bank. I need help desperately.  I have even thought of killing myself. But that's just not who I am. But I don't know what to do. I am completely broke and so ashamed because of this. I can't do this on my own. It has really hurt not just the money but even begin able to trust. I haven't been out in public since this has happened. I am embarrassed and ashamed of what a fool I was. 

Thank you for all your help 🙏 

Laura