I am a father and I have just lost my loving son,the light of my life in a car accident, I lost my daughter years ago and then the mother of my children a year later and now I have lost my only son,I am struggling to stay afloat, and even hold my head up, this loss hurts so bad,l can't take it,I can't even imagine going on without him, he was all I had left, and it is killing my soul that I can't give him the dignified send off , the funeral he so greatly deserves . he was a great kid and my right hand man,who helped me with every thing, and now he is gone! And the world is at a loss,I am at a loss!I truly wanted so much more for him, and now he is gone, so many things left unsaid! So many things that we still wanted to do, cut short! They say, when you are born, you cry, and the world is happy! and when you die, you are happy, and the world cried, I have not been able to stop! Please help,if you can, please pray for Joshua ,I beg God and Jesus Christ to take care of him, he ment the world to me!