As most of you know Johnny came home on the 5th with hospice. Dr's told us there was nothing else they could do for him. We'll yesterday his hospice nurse give us that dreaded news that his has 2 or 3 days, a week at the most left. Everyone ask how am I doing and of course I say I'm ok. Well I'm not this is killing me. I am exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally.  I feel numb. Life is just so unfair. I sit here and I worry, what am I gonna do without him, how am I gonna bury him with no insurance,how am I gonna keep things afloat while keeping myself sane and my answer is I don't know but I will.😭💔