I really hate having to write this, but I don’t know what else to do right now. I’ve been dealing with severe mental health issues for a long time, and I’m schizophrenic. Right now I’m homeless, bouncing from place to place and spending a lot of time on the street. My disability benefits were recently cut off, and that completely took away what little stability I had. This isn’t how I wanted my life to turn out. I’ve asked for help before and it’s honestly humiliating to be here again. I see so many people on here doing well and I feel stuck in the same spot, mentally and in life. Being schizophrenic makes everything harder — especially when you’re trying to survive outside without safety, consistency, or rest.

I know it’s the holidays and everyone has their own problems and responsibilities, and I don’t want to add to that. But I’m really at my wits’ end right now. Shelters aren’t a good option for me. They’re chaotic, toxic, and they make my mental health worse. They don’t feel safe. Even something small like a couch to sleep on for a couple nights would help, or money for food, transportation, or a place to stay while I try to figure out my next steps. Asking for money like this is embarrassing and I’m ashamed that this is where I’m at, but I wouldn’t be posting this if I didn’t genuinely need help.

If you’re able to help in any way — donating, sharing, or reaching out — I would really appreciate it. Thank you for reading this.