Hey, it's me again, not catching a break. I've made mistakes, lost everything I ever felt made me, me, and sacrificed so much more. They say we're never given more than we can handle and I have tried so hard to do this thing and fight these battles only to find myself failing over and over and over again. 

I'm so broken inside and I'm embarrassed and ashamed to admit it. I have nothing left to offer or give. So I'm reaching out to ask for a hand. I hope to be able to someday help others again so I will pass the love along when that time comes. But for now, I need a hand for me.