I am asking not for someone to solve my problem, but to help me as I help myself unfortunately my family all has passed due to heart disease it was pretty hard for me and my girls they all passed back to back and they were some of the closest people in our lives not only just family they were the ones who would encourage me and cheer me in as I would go through life trying to achieve my goals, teaching my girls the important things that I believe in my heart that are the most meaningful characteristics they can have as they grow through life. If someone asked me what my greatest achievement has been so far at the age of 35 my number one answer that makes me proud of myself is being a mom and how I have raised my girls. And the number one thing I've taught them is to never give up, always show others kindness and never be afraid to get back up and keep trying if at first you don't succeed. I got my life destroyed by people I've helped and when I say destroyed id like to share more in detail that they caused me to lose my job by making false rumors up, which caused me to lose my car, my home, so then my girls had to move with someone one her dad and the other my step mom. I wish I could say that's where my issue ends but I can't get a job because these females have destroyed my name and reputation to the point they tell companies or businesses not to hire me so they either skip over my job application or I find out that my application gets thrown in the garbage right after I hand it in. Whew I cant even type this without crying !! So for a while these girls kept harassing me and nobody would do anything I couldn't go to court house and file anything bc I don't have a vehicle I could talk to a lawyer bc I don't have money so I sat in depression and a puddle of tears. Not by thinking poor me but because everyone I thought of my girls and how they must feel it killed me I couldn't sleep if have nightmares about them at night and I got to where every time I seen something that reminded me of them or a picture when I go to my storage unit id breakdown I in no way feel sorry for myself but for my girls bc they don't deserve this I feel sorry for Everytime they need me or want me I'm not there bc I have no way to get to to them and have been alienated as there mom bc I can't once again afford a layer and tell the courts what is being done to me and the pain and suffering emotionally and mentally to my kids because they can't see me not bc of order of the court but bc the dad doesn't want to pay child support bc I've never asked u til i lost my job so he lied to the judge had them send court papers to an address I didn't lie. At knowing id not be able to get them so I'd be a no show on video court I've never been apart from them so after the time I needed to take to breakdown and cry because i was in mental shock due to the amount of loss I've endured I finally got up and everyday I tell myself get up and keep pushing they aka my girls are watching you and you can't quit they are counting on you to come get them. So still not able to get a job or rides anywhere I've reached out and nobody will help me. I've decided to use this time for online schooling which I just started and am studying psychology. As I said before I'm not asking anyone to fix this for me while I pitty myself. I'm asking to help me get on my feet while I'm helping myself the best I can I live in a garage I need some financial help so I can apply it to where I need it whether its towards a labtop for school or put towards a kawyer who can help me or put towards a place bc thsts all i need is a hime and a job and whatever i have left I want to pay it forward and put towards the people that lost all of there homes that got destroyed by the hurricanes. any little bit will help and I'm doing all I can to help myself it just takes money and I cant get wny idy to hire me and all I want is my life that git destroyed for no reason back and my girls any little bit will help snd id he forever grateful thank you for taking the time to read this
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