This is killing me and I don’t even know what to do. I was told Friday that Lukah had a few weeks but that is not the case. Today has been bad. The pain meds didn’t help much and I cannot let him be in pain. I got a couple quotes for at home euthanasia and I think it will have to be this week. I hate asking again for financial help and didn’t think this would happen this soon. I’m so lost. I’m so scared. I can’t stop crying and I can’t eat. I want him to be at home where he’s happy and comfortable and don’t want to take him to the vet where he is not happy and associates it with not so nice feelings. This cancer has hit hard and is quickly spreading. 

How am I going to live without him? There is no life without him.  He is my everything. My heart, my soul, my ESD, my life and my reason for living. 

This is the last incident I expected to have to do. The others are seniors. He is just 6.

Please help me with his final expenses of comfort and at home euthanasia.