My mother was the most beautiful woman in the world I was in love with my mother she was the greatest thing that ever happened to my life she suddenly died on September 24th because she had an impacted bowel that was in her larger intestines my mom was extremely active at 79 years old she went to Zumba everyday she was driving she was outgoing she was on every social media you can think of my mom didn't like being around old people because she got sick and tired of them always complaining of their aches and pains he was an advocate against discriminating against seniors my mom was an extraordinary very eccentric beautiful woman she worked very hard all of her life and retired from Vista County courts her only flaw was that she was in such great shape that she had never gotten life insurance she just took advantage of the fact that she was in great shape and didn't feel there was a rush on getting that done which was irresponsible unfortunately I suffer from panic attacks manic depression and PTSD and I had a hard time putting together my mother's Memorial now I'm in major financial debt and I really need some help I don't know what else to do I'm just praying praying to God that there's some generous people on here that can empathize with my situation and can possibly help I would be utmost grateful to anyone that can help anyone in any amount please I am in such grave depression I can't even get out of bed and I haven't taken a shower in days I'm just very very depressed if anybody out there can relate please please help me