This is only for my daughter. I care nothing about myself at this point in time, it’s too late for me. I have stage 4 esophageal and lung cancer and I’m coming to the end of my life. But she’s not and I want her to be taken care of. Though nobody knows for sure I am only expected a couple months am in the transition of going into hospice. I’m out of work. It’s hard for me to take care of her now. I still push through and go to work maybe a couple times a month just to be able to take care of her daily living. I have created a go fund me as well which has helped tremendously. I want majority of this money to go into some sort of investment account likes ugta/utma,559 account etc so it grows over the next 17 years into much much more so she’s able to get herself a car, move into a place of her own, and maybe even start her own little small business. Not to speak badly about her mother but otherwise I feel she will grow up in a toxic environment with no steady place to live with good people around her to pus her in the right direction. Which is what I want for her to be set up to grow her life into something beautiful and become successful and genuinely be happy in this cruel world. That would make me happy looking down seeing her and knowing that she knows even 17 years prior her daddy was thinking about her best interest. And support whether it’s a prayer or a message or a donation means the world to me. I probably shouldn’t do this but my number is 919-816-5357 if anyone wants to personally speak. Sometimes I’m to weak to answer my phone and talk but I will call back. I also want to give me condolences and sympathy for everyone else going through this. Its a hard painful thing to go through and I hate it for anybody that has to especially watching what it does to the people around them. I had to listen to my 4 year old sob to me the other day that she didn’t want me to leave me and go to heaven. She wants to be with me forever so I have a heavy heart for everyone here and I’m sorry youyu have to go through this as well. I pray for all of you and hope your not stage 4 and can come back from it and be there for your family and your children. That’s been my only thing is making sure my child is taken care of so thank you for any type of support if any at all. God bless all of you. I do struggle with him right now by giving me such a beautiful little girl and now I’m being taken from her when shes such a daddys girl but I’m trying to restore my faith and realize this isn’t him, it’s the devil. I hope you all know that. This is the devils work. I love you all, I’ll pray for you all and I wish you all the best.