My grandmother was more than just a grandmothe. She was my Mom. My Dad. My everything. She raised me. She never gave up on me and in return I never gave up on her. This year has been completely awful for myself and my family. I lost my Dad in january After losing him my grandma which I call Gam started slowly going down health wise. I don’t know how to live without her. My home doesn’t feel like home anymore. I miss just knowing she was one room away. My birthday was the 8th she held on until that day passed and I truly am thankful for that. I’m still trying to pay for my Dads funeral expenses and now I have this dropped on me. Idk what to do anymore. I wish it was all a bad dream. my wife and I took care for her after her stroke a few months ago. She was on hospice but they only do so much and we gladly stepped up to take care of her as she did for us. Any kind of help would be greatly appreciated and I’d be forever thankful for the help. Everything is going towards funeral expense. Thank you for taking the time to read this.