The only reason I'm really needing them is just to get by try not to ask anybody I don't volunteer for like 10 years of my life for the fire department and I really need the help I tried going through her other places but then they turn this way because we're expecting a little one and now I don't even know how I'm going to come up with the deposit Android and I top it all off my water got shut off and now I don't know I'm at rock bottom just don't know what else to do. And I would meet up like ASAP every little bit helps especially with the one on the way thank you if you don't want to donate it's fine I understand I'm trying to keep my head on top and that's not working my family tries to help but my dad's already call me a mooch the way it is so I don't ask him for nothing and if I did he would never let me live it down I can't rely on him I don't know what to do and I've tried East Missouri and all over the place nobody's willing to help I don't know what happened I usually help people out of the kindness but then they say you pay it forward but yet I don't know I want this baby to have better life than I do than I did even being on social security she won't get that very well thank you have a nice day