I had 2 very special dreams in life, but made some very bad decisions. Most of them woman, in which 1 stole $140,000 dollars and the other which I met in the Philippines and once I brought her here to the U.S while I was out making a living, she was busy sleeping with ever guy in town. When I first got married I always wanted to build a log home. But when the money was gone and I finally divorced her, I finally got remarried  some 7 yrs later to a Filipina named Delia who turned out to be a whore. My 2nd dream was to buy a ocean going sailboat and set sail for around the world. With numerous medical conditions setting in, it looks like my 2nd dream will never happen either and I will pass away with a broken heart.