Hello, I'm Bee and I'm 43. I have 4 kids and 4 grandkids. First I would like to thank you for your consideration. I have been clean now for a little over a year and in that time I have applied and applied for jobs with no luck. I found out 3 years ago that I am severely bipolar and unable to to go back into sales, which I have over years of experience doing. I have been living with my parents, which I am extremely grateful for, however lately I've been struggling with seeing why I got clean in the first place. Not being able to find a job has been one of the most discouraging things I've ever had to deal with. I would love to start my own cleaning business. Unfortunately right now I don't even have a vehicle to be able to get to client's homes. Basically right now I'm stuck between needing a vehicle so I'm available to start my own business or more opportunities to find a better job and needing to make money to get a vehicle. Now I know that being in this position is my own fault. I've tried getting back on my feet on my own and haven't gotten anywhere. Which to be honest is making it very hard to see the point in staying clean. I would be eternally grateful if I could find someone that could help me with finally being able to get on my feet. My main goal with this fundraiser is to get a dependable car, a home and getting my business started. Once I am able to get my life going I plan on doing the same for other addicts struggling the same way I am. Please help me restart my life so I can focus on being a better mom, grandma, sister, daughter and spouse to the people I care about the most. I'm ready to make sure my past stays exactly that, the past. 

Thank you so very much for taking the time to read my story. Thank you for all of your help and God Bless!!!!