I have had terrible times this past year I lost my fiance of 16 years last April I lost my house, I lost everything. I managed to get an apartment and start the real process of grieving and trying to build my life back together. I am 50 yrs old I have never been homeless nor do I ever want to be. I am on a fixed income and unfortunately my check has been stopped due to a bunch of complications that I am in the process of clearing up now. I couldn't pay rent last month and I can't this month along with my bills I should start receiving my check again next month but my landlord was kind enough to work with me last month. He said he can't do it this month if I don't pay I will be evicted. I am so desperate I just hope to get enough to pay what I have to. I am so embarrassed that I am doing this but I literally have no choice. Thanks for reading my story and helping out.