I ruptured my spleen in a scooter accident Mitchell trying to miss somebody who stepped out in front of me. I I ruptured my spleen, broke a few ribs in my collarbone and I died three times in the hospital you no longer work in my daughter is telling me to push the disability and my wife is out of town in New Hampshire for three months trying to hold it down and I just need some help. I’m retired private detective missing children,, i’ve done this most of my adult life but now I can’t work, and I have an autoimmune disorder or actually a lack of an immune system. I cannot go outside in the heat. I can’t do anything in. We are drowning, not normally the type of man to beg, but here I am, please help me at least have my wife’s bag out there because I feel like I’m losing anything, including in my my wife, my marriage, my dogs, and generally my ability to self sustain