Thank you for taking the time to read through our cry for help.

UPDATE** March 5th, 2025 at 1 am - my husband has passed away. We are still working to get funeral set and my husbands body brought to California as per my children's wishes. Thank you all for your continued support and understanding in this very difficult time for our family.

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My husband was diagnosed with end stage heart failure and was not able to accept it since forever. We have 3 beautiful children together whom have had to be delivered news that dad isnt going to make it on multiple occasions. Its been a rough journey for us going in and out of hospitals for the last 6 years trying to understand why a young man in his late 30s suddenly developed heart failure and it never got better. My husband is 43 years old and will be 44 in May. We are not sure he will make it to 44. He is currently in Stage 5 Renal Failure and end stage heart failure. He has a Ejection Fraction of 15 % and 20-30 beats per minute without life support medication for his heart. My 3 kids and I are in California and he is in Florida. I cannot afford to bury him nor can I afford to bring him to California. But my children have not had the privilege to see their father properly and be able to have a relationship due to his health issues. Last time we saw him was September 2024 and since he has gotten worse and the inevitable is about to happen. He is currently being transported from the hospital to a hospice facility. We don't know if its going to be hours, days and if we are lucky enough to get a couple weeks to be able to get to to him. I just want these kids to see him and be able to say goodbye correctly.

My oldest is a 13 year old boy whom is going through a roller coaster ride during his puberty stage. My 11 year old daughter that's eating her depression to the curb. And an 8 year old boy who's hopeful dad will come back.

Long hours of therapy is what is keeping us afloat.

We have had multiple occasions in which I have had to deliver horrible news only to find out there's some sort of hope and remittance. But it seems like there isn't now. We have cried and cried and chocked on our words trying to understand why. But I cannot sit around any longer and ask why I need to be prepared but cannot without financial help. My kids want their dad close by to be able to go to him even though he may be buried. I can't afford that bill so I am reaching out to please help me attain that goal. They have been through a difficult childhood and the only thing I can try and give them is a place to visit dad.

Please help me. Thank you and God bless your every efforts. You are in our daily prayers.