Living with this thing called fear is not good for the spirit and leads to existential trauma throughout the self & body. Developing delusions is what happened gradually over the last two years but was exacerbated a couple months ago after the failure of a business and long periods of isolating myself from family for fear of judgement and shame of life's failures. 

Now, I am doing better with the truth that Truth is the Good that overcomes fear and anxiety and shame. My family are believers and their prayers an compassion has helped me to shed the outer layer of the shroud of fear, and I now realize that no matter what I share with them, that my family will always support me however they can. To overcome this fear of public judgement / ridicule and embarrassment of my condition, I am seeking support from this community to help me pay for my two-months past due room rental, food, toiletries, etc. 

My spirit is overcome with the goodness of joy at the thought of the many many many generous and compassionate people on this site and around the world for those persons that are without the Truth that we are all one. Isolation is an illusion and is not good. We are all dependent on one another for we are all components of a whole - we cannot live without our neighbor and he cannot live without you. We must avoid worry, hurry, hurt and fear. Thank you to every person for all of for your support here and throughout the world. Let Truth and Good prevail, always.