My name is Stefanie and I'm 42! I have 3 beautiful daughters and a 2 year old grandson! I currently live in Ohio with my very abusive, very narcissistic, very sociopathic, and controlling boyfriend! I have been trapped with this man for 18 years! He has always kept me isolated and at the bottom! He made sure I was all alone! I feel like a prisoner trapped in his grasp! I have nobody to help me! It's impossible to save money when he takes everything I have or get! I have a few friends and a little family in Florida and that's where I want to be, where I want and need to start over, where I want my happiness and freedom! I not only want it for myself but for my kids and grandson!! They have never seen me happy not even once! The money I am trying to raise would cover moving expenses, first and last months rent and deposit, utilities down payments and maybe a few things for our new home! I never ask for help and I've always been to scared to make the move! I'm ready! I have to be! This man is dangerous and paranoid! He terrifies me to my core! If not now maybe never and what if I don't make it out at all!! This is not something I would admit to ever but my fear of him  outweighs everything else! I have to get away!