everything  kinda happened out of no where and real fast my child is 20 and got her whole life to life and she already had to do the hardest n worst thing anyone she have to experience terminator child part of her when she didn’t want to, but she was told by the doctor that she was going to die otherwise and if she wants to be able to survive, she had to terminate her child and immediately start chemotherapy and then just find a donor top of that she can’t work for years. It’s just a shocking just asking for prayers. Anything helps even share or just you know showing you care by you know anything honestly I mean, I just need help with it. It’s hard it really is and I know everybody’s got problems and it’s just I don’t know what to do. I just want my baby just to live and I do feel that Silas James, which is the baby what Ava named her son I believe he was a little guardian angel because honestly my Ava‘s whole life she’s been told that she’s been healthy you know now all of a sudden she’s developed anemia. She’s anemic and then now they’re telling us that her bone marrow just stopped working and so she has bone marrow failure. None of her red red or white blood cells are working and her platelets aren’t either and she’s on. She’s pretty darn close to developing what they call pre-clamp leukemia, which is the rash that you can get and once it hits that stage, they say there’s nothing they can do cause there’s no cure and that my daughter will have six months to live so I do believe that Silas James was our little guardian angel. He just he picked Ava just to be able to be in her tummy long enough for us to find this out because it didn’t come out until she got pregnant like she she was fine till she got pregnant so I take him as he came just long enough to find this. Let us find this and save his mother and my baby and I really down deep inside truly believe that