First of all I've never asked for help, I find it embarrassing but, I need heart surgery but I can't afford it. I've always been so full of life now I've got blood clots in my legs and I can't walk 20 feet without having to stop and catch my breath. I'm getting depressed I can't even go get groceries or my medicine because I was in a car wreck my car was totaled and the guy didn't have insurance. This would help me so much you just don't know. I've got not one family member that'll help me because I'm a sissy and gay and there country people. I'm all I have. If I could just get what I need for the surgery and a cheap car it would drastically change my life. I stay stuck in the house all alone and by myself but it's even more mentally challenging now that I don't have transportation. I'm getting so depressed I cry all the time. I'm only 49 but this isn't living. Please please help me.