Hi ,I'm Clayton thank you in advance for any and all donations.. It all started around June,,got to having trouble breathing.. The 9 - 10 years I have been A over the road truck driver,, or as I called it "Freight Relocation Specialist ". Anyway I was getting bad, I had to let my truck go back , my first lease purchase I had ever tried. They did a heart echo and ask me to in the emergency room that My heart was not thrusting as it should ,only 5%,, avg. Person heart thrust at 50% to 60%, I didn't go in ..,I instead made a appointment to see the heart doctor, Dr.Abraham. he wants a heart catheter, so we do , no blockage , no sign of what's going on.. I'm now waiting on a appointment with Barnes Heart Doctors in Kansas city ,, possible med change, to looking at putting in a heart pump ,,Or doing a heart transplant  😔, not sure how to take all this.. I'm only 49.. I sold my home and land, payed off the note , xwife, payeda few bills , and the money is gone. I can't work, I signed up for socail security disability,  but it is taking forever to hear anything for them.. I just want the old me back…please help , not sure if yall can comment back if so please do advise would be so appreciated 💗