I am at Risk of Sudden Cardiac Death in April 2025 I had an ICD Implant put in me. June 2025 I was rush by med bus 4 hours away to Chippenham hospital for emergency surgery to have it removed the implant had developed MRSA and was seriously infected. I was released then July 27th I was back in the ER the site of the implant had not healed and had infection in my blood stream causing Kidney Failure, Delirium, Cardiac shock , pancreatitis, and Septic Shock. My family was told I was going to die to prepare to put me in Hospice. I was in and out of a septic coma . My body was shutting down. I was letting go disconnecting from this world. When I met the Creator I walked with him through the trials of my life and at the end learned some valuable lessons. Then he told me to wake up. When I did I had tubes coming out of my neck , I was having my blood pumped out of me and cleaned. I told them to stop I needed to use the bathroom. I was told my kidneys were not working and were persistently damaged. 
However I went to the bathroom in August 2025 I was released from the hospital. Not dead , not going to hospice but alive and healing.  My family had been preparing for my final expenses they got rid of my car , put my dog of 14 years to sleep, I defied the odds and made it . Now I'm trying to get to Dr appointments and get myself better as can be  but it's hard without a car. I'm on disability and can afford insurance and up keep. But it's hard to find a vehicle that is running that is a reasonable price. 
I need help . I lived now I need to stay alive