As a 20 yr survivor, it became clear there is no real help for a person surviving such turmoil and judgement . Full of shame and regret I have struggled and faced many challenges. I no longer am shameful and speak in my communiTy about such things. I am a mother of 5 children faced with the struggles now of supporting my family’s need for safety and well being both physical and mental. Mentally I fear I will never have a since of safety again. My house of 17 years is in such repair from years of punched walls neglect of repair because of his desire to see us suffer. Plumbing is a must, and I have a cesspool forming in my house due to a broken pipe I cannot afford to fix and a roof that is in need is completely leaving me to the elements this winter. I’ve never asked for help before but am now. Pleas help me with anything you can.