I am currently fundraising to get help in paying for my ftm top surgery.  unfortunately, I am unable to get a loan due to my credit score and I am feeling very stuck. I consider myself to be non-binary. I have dispised my chest ever since it grew in around age 11. I always wore oversized clothing to hide it the best that I could. Now today I am 45 and  have waited far too long to transition into the person that I feel that I am. I changed my name 2 years ago, which has felt amazing, however this last piece of the puzzle is missing. I feel like I am so close to becoming my true self, I just need some help achieving that. Anything anyone can do to help is so greatly appreciated.