Started off I had a perfect life 15 years on my last job that I work as hard as a person could then had 2 surgeries on my back then 2 surgeries on my stomach. My wife also got injured at work and has crps. We had huge house beautiful cars and 4 kids that didn't need for anything. After dealing with my pain for 2 months losing 90 pounds never took anything for pain . Finally I couldn't take it and went to doctor and got prescribed pain meds ( worst desision of my life) we lost everything due to the addiction.  We have been homeless for over 2 years staying at motels when we could. We have completed the rehab and have been clean for 7 months . I have a collapsed spine that needs surgery now but I won't do it because I'm not taking pain meds ever again I will just deal with the pain.ive never had help and never asked for help that's just not me but I'm at a point now that something has to happen quick. Me or my wife can't work due to disable. At one time I was making 80 g a year and she was making 150g a year and lost everything because doctors then just wanted to trough pain pills at everyone and not fix the problem. I have been miss diagnosed 3 times that if the problems were found everything would be different now. I just need help for the first time to get me a vehicle and get into a house any house doesn't have to be nice just something better than the streets or a motel. My mom just tells me to pray well I've been praying and will continue to pray because I know the Lord will show me the way. I'm almost 50 and I can't take another winter and please don't feel sorry for me there's a lot of people homeless it's just hard for me because I tried so hard for so long for my body to just shut down and I lose everything. I just want to live again. I pray someone out there reads this and understands. Thank you for your time I pray something happens to where I can start living again. God bless