As you know, ive been the caretaker for my mother for 3 years. However I am intensely burnt out. I'm tired of seeing our food being thrown out, I'm tired of her always causing severe knee high clutter, her horrible insults, the threats of violence. 

I don't want to leave but the stress from her abuse saw my health steadily decline. Hugh pressure, congestive heart failure, errosive gastritis, almost constant migraines, longer episodes of major depressive disorder, suicidal ideations.

A friend and her husband offered to give me a room in their house so as to recover  once my SSDI is reactivated, I will help pay for the bills and I will use my SNAP to contribute to the purchase of groceriee..

My friend will pay for my airline ticket and I hope to have $$ raised for the following:

• a Lyft ride to the airport
• Boxes to pack my belongings
• 2 suitcases for my clothing
• Buy my meds & insulin here in NYC to take with me to Louisiana. Pills & capsules (total of 90 to 100 for 9 meds) and my insulin which is 200 per box of 10. Oh and needles. This should hold me over until I reapply for Medicaid and while I job hunt

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I hope to leave NYC by April. Please help. Her abuse will make me have a heart attack..