I really don't know what else to do. I am 53 and in a not so great circumstance.I have no income. I need  help asking for help. Everywhere I turn I get rejections. Because of all the neglect during chilfhood and depression as an adult I lost my smile and now I feel judged wrongly. My smile was my everything. I am so embarrassed to show my face. No one can help me when they aren't much better off. I need a good phone. I would like to be able to move. I don't even think this is going to work. Im trying.