I'm almost done with all my tests then go to the transplant center.  I do dialysis 4 hours, three times a week.  I can't see my beautiful grandkids and my mother has Asphasa…the same as Bruce Willis.  She is a mute.  My bills are adding up….I can't keep up.  I need help badly and I need a gracious living done.  I don't want someone to have to die to help me.  Please help me.   I have stage 5 kidney failure and I'm only 53.  I want my family back.