My wife and I meet 35 years ago, and we're not allow to continue our relationship. We stayed in contact and never stopped loving one another, but buried it.

 We both never got over one other, we finall connected after so long and pickup where we left off. We were happy and deeply in love and we're married in May of this year. 

 She suddenly passed away on Aug 13th due to a medical conditions we were not aware of. 

 She was the most incredible force of nature that I've even known. She was a therapist that help so many people from PTSD to fire responders and children. She worked hard till the very last day to make sure everyone she treated got the help they needed even while.she was in crippling pain.

 I didn't have life insurance and I can't pay for her to be buried and her bills that need paid.