Hello everyone! I am asking if I could just get 10,000 people to donate $1 each I would meet my goal. Here is my story, My name is Iylie! The year of 2020 we all know was one of the worst years some of us have ever endured. To me it was the year my life got ruined and changed forever..Ever since I was very little or as long as I could remember, I have struggled with OCD and felt the need to control EVERYTHING especially when it came to sickness. When Covid hit and I saw the “severity” of it on the news my OCD realized there was nothing I could do & I was going to die. My body went into full panic mode and I started having difficulty breathing instantly, at first I thought it was COVID (of course)..but I took a test & it came out negative so we found out it was a painic attack. That attack just kept being there although the average attack is a couple hours to a couple of days but mine was getting into weeks, then months, & now years. This year of 2024 I finally got insurance so I could afford getting help, I saw a doctor and they said it’s likely PTSD since it’s lasted this long. I’m still struggling a lot with breathing, which has heightened my fear of death and made the OCD of dying a A LOT worse and constant fight or flight mode my body is always taking me into ( although my body always picks flight ) but I start therapy for PTSD in May along with hopefully getting diagnosed and treated for other conditions. Anyways since being cooped up in my room for the past 4 years I have developed a VERY VERY VERY strong love for Ireland, Irish Music, & Irish culture. After A LOT of extensive research & studying on the country I have decided I want to make it my forever home. My anxiety and fear has grown too much for a big country like America & I can no longer handle the fear I have for just walking down the streets next to where I live for fear of getting shot or taken, let alone living here for the rest of my life. I want to be happy to be alive & not terrified. I know the crime isn’t perfect in Ireland but it’s definitely better & my heart belongs there. I want to finally feel some peace, I want to belong to a country that has very few people but enough culture & love to fill this whole earth. Knowing that Ireland is one of the safest countries to be in right now brings me so much joy & I can not wait for it to be my home. I’m going to travel there as soon as I get some money & check out the land as well as find me a place to stay there. My dream is to eventually open up my very own pub/restaurant there, but I can’t do it alone! I am asking $10,000 to help me with rent,plane tickets, & food for the first few months of getting there. Don’t worry though before I even think of moving out there, I have made myself a goal of having to have $10K in my banque account, a job there lined up and ready for me to start, a house/flat, a work visa, & some basic life knowledge. Any donation of any amount at all is much appreciated, there’s no such thing as a donation too small. I will be patient, I have been patient. This is just my dream, thank you! ❤️