The last few years have been very very hard on me  and my family .we have gone threw a very big loss with the murder of my best friends and my children’s father . We have struggle and pushed threw it with out any help.. that time of year has come up on us again and I have no way to make ends meet . My car isn’t going to make it very much longer .. we just got a place to live of our own . we have nothing to put in it . Unable to do the holidays let alone there birthdays.. I’m not giving up .. I’m  just tired . They say ur only given what u can handle . I think I was misjudge on my weight load … thank you I’m advance for any help and happy holidays