First off this was my last resort, I am embarrassed to even ask for help and let everyone know what I've dealt with, but it's serious now to the point I'm starting to give up hope! First of all I will be completely honest I was hooked on drugs almost my whole adult life (hiding nd dening it to eveyone) until I experienced marrying a drug addict that became extremely violent and he was charged with domestic violence which had put in place a no contact order, my husband paid the rent with his SSI check and without telling me he stopped the rent payment, the landlord waited till the 2nd month to tell me I was behind over $2000 and I was getting evicted, a few days later my vehicle broke down, I lost my job because I had n transportation, then a week later I am I formed that my mother has stage 4 colon and lung cancer, I had to throw everything I've worked for and accrued since I was 17 and out on my own! I had to go stay at an acquaintances home not knowing much about her and come to find out , her lifestyle was just what I didn't need in my life, but she allowed me to bring my dog and live on her porch which she made into a room, after seeing all the drugs and bad people flowing in and out of that house, I immediately ended my little boys presence anywhere near that house, so he is currently staying with his grandma, I had to leave her home a few days ago because I couldn't take another day of locking myself in my area scared to sleep at night because of the drugs and strangers in and out, I was able to get my job back and work to save a little money counting on my taxes to help start rebuilding my life, I literally am losing my dog and made myself completely homeless to get away from the drugs, I'm so proud of myself for getting sober, and maybe this was God's way of making me realize it was time to get and stay straight by taking everything from me, once I can get into an apartment or where ever I end up and get a cheap car to get myself to work and transport my son, I will be right on track, any amount, any prayers or shares will be greatly appreciated because at this point I need a miracle to make it, I never dreamed I would end up this way and I know I can survive on my own as long as I'm in a safe place, I just need help getting over this impossible stump! Thank you for taking the time to read my story and if anything please just pray for me! God bless you all and if hearing of my prior drug abuse scares anyone into helping me with any donations, I can gladly send my mom's cashapp and she will definitely make sure that it is going directly to a roof over our head! Feel free to send positive vibes or ask any questions you may have, to Hank you very much!