I got separated from my mother when I was around 5, more like abandoned. I'm going to be 59 soon, I've been through hell since then. Some guy tried to bury me when I was a kid, another guy broke my legs and one burned my arm and tried to burn me. I was put in a hospital they might not have released me from. I had my father's mother and my mother's brother work out some documents and things to get me out. I've been in therapy ever since but no matter how hard times were I always did the right thing. It seems like the universe has other things planned for me rather than keeping me happy. I want things to go right but that never happens. I've moved around a lot and what I'd like to do is go back out to the west have a nice place to live where I can have a dog and maybe some other animals. I'm in severe debt, always have been off and on (big spender)and Disability. I have no family and no children. I served almost 10 years in the Army National Guard and have been on active duty during war time.