To the guardian angel that comes across this message I think it was meant for you to see . I’ve Started here because at this point I know there will be some who’s  going to judge my enduring characteristic & there will be ones who will have a heart & give a share. Im not ashamed of judgment anymore I just want to surprise my children they don’t think I’m ever going to SET THEM FREE , they have given up I have not talked to or seen my children or know the wellbeing state of each presence , I have not  been able  to  reach out and Potentially take control of my children’s emotions . They have been led to believe a Horrible sight of me that’s been Portrayed by Foster Parents & a Juvenile  Judicial System that’s corrupted I am in a liable condition to most definitely sue the state for the well being of my emotional distress turmoil that Has affected my ability to function due to fact I have never survived without My children I’ve always been able to apply my mental to the struggle and no matter what me and my children went through Because I had them physically I always made a way, never had cps in my life a day before or been in trouble with the accusers allegations to destroy my image completely and humiliate me for months turned into years , never was given help that SIGNIFIES THE APPROPRIATE REMOVAL of a mothers mind . Now my babies sit upon trial for ADOPTION , with inside cruel monsters that can be no doubt about it proven . All of my kids have been into multiple homes , Placed with Selfish family members who only wants Benefits and not caring how the child internally feels . 2 of my children have been physically and sexually abused inside of previous homes as well as verbally abused that they were eventually emergency removed and replaced in a unsure of home that has not for the last 3 months accepted any calls , returned any texts , acknowledge any curious concerns that needs answers and should never go without or ignored , they have blocked my number , they disrespectfully receive texts it shows sometimes they may have read and disregard . Visitation stopped for my children because one child had football practice every visitation so every other child rights was Terminated for absolutely no reason until further notice . My case worker only has kept consecutive notes only of every time I fall off or I’m troubling completing the next step on my case plan due to unasked about trauma that CLEARLY THIS SYSTEM HAS CAUSED . after losing my children I was being a good samaritan giving a ride to a random guy I didn’t know . We was stopped in a traffic Stop and arrested due to suspect  party that placed arrangements of a illegal substance filled backpack that he told authorities he had no knowledge of & he placed it there , I stayed in jail 4 months with no bond then I finally got one 184,000 dollars that I ended up being set for OR BOND ON attended court date January 24 , I lost my house , My car , & I failed in college due to sitting in jail 2 weeks before finals started to close in . I Had just gotten my housing packet in the mail 2 days before unexpected wrongful detainment. My kids then where place with stipulation barrier that was to Overprotected , since I’ve gotten out of jail I have never got back housing stability I’m homeless I have no support system that cares how much of my  mental instability that could really be there I cannot find a job that will hire because of the severe nature of 4 felony serious nature charges that I simply have no control or outlook on merciful disposition outcome , I’m still attending court as we speak and it’s far from over , in order to be considered for progression out of 2 years to disarm ADOPTION I must obtain a adequate housing solution , I must complete recommended classes , improve mental health solutions , Engage with my children and show compassion with safe and secure love format . Take care of criminal situation so agency can know the children will not end up in scarce dangerous illusion in the end . Have financial incomings that can consider approved for maintaining a livable safe reassuring lifestyle . I’m currently placed on the streets and I’m pregnant again and Im just hoping if you can spare a dollar towards the relief of me and my children to be a unity again so I can restore my sanity and claim my legitimate mental to obtain any of those IMPORTANT CHECKPOINTS .. I have 25 days to secure a home & I have abso no where to start , I don’t want to go on without my children i will never ever be the same I probably will never regain the hustle or the thrive without my 4 sons and my 1 daughter enlightenments in a reunification of curable broken heart . I don’t care if you can spare .50 cents I’ll accept that and adore you equally forever in my life I just want to be reconnected and I’m crying on my last string that I can pull this is it , IM HOPING GOD PUT THIS ON MY HEART TO RESTORE SANITY IN MY LIFE & blessings pour Upon me and my children , Ihave pay pal , Venmo , cash app , Apple Pay , Chime . I Live in Shreveport , Louisiana I am 27 Years old my children are Age ranged : 10, 8, 6,4 &2 I’m currently pregnant and foodstamps have not approved me it’s been 3 months now . Any Help will step I can be reached at (318)453-7031 that is also my Apple Pay 

MY NAME OF MY CHILDREN ARE LAEDDRIAN QWENTRELLOUS RAYHAIDAN QWENTAYLEN & LAIAH , Laeddrian & Rayhaidan do Not have fathers or anybody besides me so there strict standards of not being removed from system is undefined right now . 
MOTHER NAME IS BRANDY LOTT 

I AM A MOTHER WHO HAS TOOK THE RAW AND UNCUT 2 years and 3 months and I did not deserve it and they had no RIGHTS TO TAKE MY SONS & they was not labeled high risk children in need when at the time my house was assessed and  children where foundto be in no danger and had everything they needed to survive and live . Please help me get up out of an unrecoverable spot , if the community can’t come together in 25 days to RAIN DOWN for these children .. I have no one and nothing to start with and I’ve took manageable steps and have failed I don’t have long PLEASE IF YOU CANT GIVE ANYTHING JUST SHARE I NEED HELP WITH LAWYER AND PLACE TO STAY IF I CAN GET OFF THE STREETS I COULD PUSH HARDER WITH A CLEARER HEAD BECAUSE IKNOW IM CONSIDERED FOR PROGRESSION AND ADOPTION WILL BE CEASED . Thank you for your time and your reliable Reading of my story you may reach out for in-depth additional questions .. I’m Open for answers and solutions , THANK YOU GUYS AND MUCH LOVE AND APPRECIATION TO BE ABLE TO TELL A BIT OF MY STRUGGLE .. God is going to make a way Ik he will , YALL have a awesome holiday and I wish well upon each and every one of the families and the children’s . Farewell until we meet again guys 

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