I am 33 years old.  2 years ago I had a hysterectomy the went severely wrong and nearly died. I've had multiple surgeries. I have a wound that keeps opening up, I'm high fall risk. And I have to have someone with me around the clock for 2 weeks back month. I have permanent nerve damage in my right leg from the first 2 surgeries.  I have lots of appointments, and medications:  I get 64 hours a month through an agency. And its not enoug hour   But my doctor want someone with me around the clock. I can't lift anything over 1-3lbs, need physical therapy, and more. I'm on ssi. And can't afford to pay anyone out of pocket for around the clock help care i need. I am having to set my pride aside and ask for help. Anything will help. I hate asking.  But I am having to ask for help.