Apr 24, 2024

Billy's labs are stable but they did add another medication for his heart. He is on like 10 different medications now but they seem to be doing what they are suppose to. He has an Echo cardio gram in June.
We did setup his funeral arguments and started paying for his cremation. That was very hard and emotional but I wanted to get it started now so that way I didn't have to worry about it later on when I was trying to emotionally/financially deal with everything else.
This whole thing has been very hard and I had an emotional breakdown the other day. I am looking into finding a counselor to talk to. I have been trying to be so strong for Billy and Dawson, that I haven't taken care of myself during all of this.
He still wants to keep doing things that he has always done. Which he can to a point. He does get worn out more and cold very easily. If he's doing good we will attempt our first camping trip of the year next month. We are big tent campers, so this will definitely be an adjustment for us if he gets to cold and can't handle it. Where we normally go, it's a lot cooler then some places. As we discover what he can handle and can't we will make adjustments so that he can still enjoy those things. We are trying to make as many memories as possible and do things he wants to until he can't. He would really love to see the Grand Canyon and I am trying to see how to make that happen financially. I have had to put things on my credit card and money has been tight. We will see if we can make this happen. I would like to thank everyone for the love and support you have given my family during this time.

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