This was written so I can obtain some help from outside members that I know on in January my partner Wayne JLo passed away I'm not sure it all began I was in the hospital I finally got out and I did see him before we put them down since then I've had a lot of problems I have broken ankle I see several doctors I'm trying to walk I'm off on balance but I'm getting much better and I don't work and I can't afford on the income that I do receive to continue to pay the rent and then I can become homeless if I don't asking yourself also I have some bills left over and I am in desperate need. I asked God every night to show me the help of providing me with strength and to carry on no matter what it's been a hard road but I've been through harder and you know I don't like being second banana. I could appreciate anything I'm grateful for anything that is possible how small or how whatever just thank you so much God bless you all and I am so grateful.