This is to help get me through until surgery since I don’t have the available stock with my spiders to sell at the moment. This is for anyone who wants to help it does not want to purchase from me. I need help with bills food, appointments and everything else in the meantime.  I hate to ask, but I am becoming limited by a 27cmx26cmx12cm  mass in my abdomen. They said it’s “LIKELY” benign a cyst on my left ovary. It however is too large and growing and my doctor has said it is ABSOLUTELY a risk to my life and surgery needs to be scheduled FOR March ASAP. I’ll need consult before then. Without spiders I have no income. I plan on applying for aid, but again my husband crosses over a threshold where I can’t qualify for most things. I have some tax stuff I need to take care of so that I can apply for Social Security, which is my goal moving forward Depending on my recovery. I cannot think anyone who donates enough for their caring and understanding and empathy. Not asking for a hand out I’m asking for a hand up. I hope to one day return the favor. I hate to ask at all but life has not been fair to me as of late. 
im just trying to keep going. I need help to do that.