My name is VALERIE CARREON I was born in 1969 at the age of 4 I fell out a window Dr said I wasn't going to survive!! My grandma took over my care! In 2019 Dr loo called me from the San Antonio Liver Instutud and  told me that the next appt in 2 months wasn't for a follow up it is to get me on the transplant list!! I had a dream of my grandma she asked me about my legs I told her I can handle all the pain God wants to give me she asked about my liver and I told her that I well die she said that I didn't need anything from anyone gave me a huge hug and there was a warm bright light I woke up gasping for air so I brought alit of vitamins started eating healthy and I ate the aloe vera plants raw when I went in February 2019 they did a fiber scan and as I was going to sign to get on list Dr loo ran in there and said wait I don't know what you did or what you are eating but your liver is a size of a grape but it's healthy the and so strong since then I've been going to San Antonio Liver Instutud! A few months after that the knee on my right leg pop out I fell on the bed !!! I didn't go until 3 weeks later to Dr Montgomery at the Texas bone and joint on 601 texan trail he said that there was nothing he could do for me and that no other Dr well not touch my leg I told him to cut it off that the pain makes me pass out so all he could do for me was steroids and he does give me the full amount but they stoped working it last only 2 days it's supposed to last 3 months so I have been stuck in bed for 4 years going on 5 years in November no therapy no pain meds only cream to rub in the leg well then Dr.montgomery sent me to Alamo Orthopedic in San Antonio Texas the Dr I saw there said that he has never seen anything like that before he asked me if my leg was broken I told him that I've had problems since I was in the 9th grade I got my left leg is going to be exactly how the right leg the way the bones are he told me he can fix the left leg before the knee bone pops out!! But I need to get my bones strong so another year goes by then another finally the investigation from the state came over to see what's going on!!! Well the Drs aren't communicating with each other or since I don't complain about the pain they think I'm ok!!! I stopped asking for help with the pain a long time ago!!! Now I finally got a hospital bed then I got a wheelchair with the extended leg that has a cushion so it will be less pain to travel back and forth from Robstown Texas to San Antonio Texas it's a 2 in a half trip and I level of pain is horrible I feel every bump turns etc so I gave up!! My brother Cas was coming every day and his the only one that has seen me when she spasms jerk my leg it feels like the muscle in my leg are trying to get the leg straight!!! Now I get spasms on my neck etc I have nurse company from angel bright in c.c Texas and I have provided from Dorans here in Robstown Texas the hours are long it's from 1pm  to 630pm 7 days a week!! Now they are going to increase provider hours and nurses to 3 times a week!! My father icimes to see me but he leaves far on the other side of the tracks he comes to shower here but his getting old and he hasn't came because it's to far!! Nobody touches my legs ever they are deteriorated little bit at a time but the level of pain is worst now!! I recently went to the hospital and the Drs said I wasn't going to make it they tried to force a tube down my nose into my stomach but the stomach had closed so as they are holding me down the tube went into my nose and started coming out my mouth I heard the Dr saying hold her very tight I'm going to force it down into the stomach or she going to die!!! Again I had a simple dream of my grandma and myself as we are laughing walking into her church then they woke me up and they were clapping Dr said Ms.Carreon we don't know what happened we were sure that the gallbladder and liver were damaged because of the poison in my stomach was just showing a black mass all over!! For years I've been telling the manager that bugs are bite me this has gone on for a few years!!! The caseworker from M.H.M.R told her that fridge has to go it was really bad so my baby BROTHER CAS was the only one that got me out of bed into the middle room and he started painting and then he started unboxing all my stuff I had boxed up everything in 2018 because I knew I was not going to get that liver transplant now my esophagus is torn up my appt with Dr Kim which is a gastroenterologist is the only one that can get me on that treatment but Drs at hospital said that cancer is coming and it's coming hard and strong!! My only help at nights was my brother someone came into my apartment and tried to rob me they wanted my jewelry all my stuff from my purse was all over the place when I went to my other brother apartment my baby BROTHER CAS couldn't let it go!! I told him to leave it to God!! But I couldn't remember how I was sitting up alert to waking up as his pinning my left good leg hard down on the bed!! But when the provider told the police what he saw I took it so hard being wake and knowing what is coming your way is different than not knowing what happened!! I kept telling my brother not to go over to confront that person that was in July 10,2023 I got attack in July 18,2023 was the last time I saw my brother on july21,2023 I got a call from a friend telling me that my brother was found because of how he was tide and because his face was unidentified it took a while for them to confirm that they were finally able to get a finger print but we knew it was him by his chain and a ring he had on it!!!! The only person in the world is gone now and I carry the GUILT and the pain and The Hurt everyDAY!! So I'm not asking for help for my health issues I'm asking for prayers so that God can forgive him and have compassion and show him kindness and mercy and let him into heaven so he can have internal peace and rest!!! We are not people that have any money!! My grandma church is a non profit organization it's registered the name of the church is Mixta help and charity f.s.cher faith was in healing people our faith is so strong that I FOREVER well KEEP MY Faith to GOD Jesus Christ and to Niño fidencic!!! So please anything you can donate is going to be so VERY GREATLY Appreciated!!!  I WELL ALWAYS HAVE TIME TO tell my testimony!!! My life has been nothing but pain since I fell out of a window at the age of 4 now I am 54 years old my voice is going and I'm still laying down in the same room since then!!! Before my time comes I would like to know that my father has running water and his roof fixed and do minor repairs on the church and I'm hoping there well be a little something to pay the funeral expenses as well!! I can provide all the proof of me surviving stage 4 proof of x-rays on my legs and my escopvus!! With just a little bit of hope and faith it will help us all!! I'm doing this so that my family doesn't have to worry about everything!! Please well you help me!!!