Had major reconstructive surgery on my shoulder in August still out of work & will be for 6-9 months I have to have surgery on my other shoulder as soon as I get enough strength in my recovering shoulder i had no choice I had to have it done ASAP the doctor said it’s very bad & I have no bone to work with if I don’t do it now I will lose use of my arm I’m 54 & live alone & im scared to death of being homeless due to not being able to work doctors orders i have Worked hard all my life sometimes 2-3 jobs at a time I enjoy working not only am I depressed due to not working now I’m mentally exhausted due to worrying about how I’m going to pay just my main bills rent lights water I have no family not many friends no one that could help me I’ve never ask for help so I have been praying god please show me away to keep from being homeless I just want to get through these surgeries & heal and get back to work it’s hard to heal when your so scared of being homeless losing the use of my arm it’s just scary so if anyone could help me I truly would appreciate it also I don’t want or need the money sent to me whoever that wants to help can send money straight to my landlord electric company & water company I just want to have peace of mind have a roof over my head during this time that’s all I want for Christmas is peace of mind. Happy Holidays to everyone. Thank you for your time. Update Ive been having a lot of pain in my hip & leg really bad for about a week Friday it got so bad I couldn’t hardly walk and the pain got so bad I went to my orthopedic doctor to find out I have scoliosis it’s really bad & the doctor said I’ve had to have it for awhile bc of how bad my spine is so now i need a fusion surgery on my spine I thought I was stressed and had no idea what I’m going to do now Im really needing that miracle to add on another major orthopedic surgery I definitely feel overwhelmed with all of these surgeries & how I’m gonna focus on getting better I don’t have a choice I can’t walk/stand for any length of time the pain is so bad just dead stops me in my tracks doctor said Im having a scoliosis flare explains why I’m in so much pain . thank you