Hello everyone! My name is Erin Wilson and I am writing in hopes of getting some help that is DESPERATEL  needed even though I'm extremely embarrassed asking! My disability has been denied again even though I have been on it 2008, and it has gotten progressively worse but Social Security seems to think that I am miraculously as of 1/5/23, better after in their letter stating I was in a severe condition beginning in 2008, enabling me to work and are doing everything they can to keep me from getting my benefits back. I have not been able to take my heart, my mental health meds, along with not being able to afford my diabetic supplies other than two insulins that by the grace of God Walmart has a cheap version of or else I wouldn't even have it! I am in a house that has zero heat thanks to people destroying it that we allowed to live here thinking they were friends and would take care of our property; all while fighting trying to stay warm I am actually doing everything I can to even keep my power and water going which are both listed as having disconnect notices. I am currently by myself while awaiting my boyfriend to be able to return home, and it is extremely hard with my gastroparesis due to my type 1 diabetes and then neuropathy that has set up in my feet and beginning in my hands to take care of myself in any way. I have extremely hard times making it to appointments much less the grocery store so I do a lot of doordashing because it is not safe for me to drive given my condition….. I I'm extremely embarrassed to ask for help but at this point I do not know what to do because Social Security has determined even with letters from my doctor stating that I will probably NEVE   ever be able to be normal again and that the freedoms of my life have been robbed, was told that those letters mean nothing! I have even requested to be seen by one of their doctors and cannot get a response to have that done as well. I am very lucky to even be alive at this point given the fact that I have had four heart attacks, two open heart surgeries, countless stents along with severe type 1 diabetes and gastroparesis to name a few. I cannot seem to get any help and I'm at a loss with my brain filling with suicidal thoughts and I can't do anything about it because I cannot afford the medicine that helps me with my mental health. I desperately ask for any help or advice on what to do because I fear that I do not have much longer to live. Thank you so much.

Sincerely,

Erin E. Wilson