If someone could please help me it would save my life and if not, then I donāt even want it, none of it. I have been in Jacksonville Florida not very long but seems shorter than what it actually is. I had several hopes for myself but those are all gone now and I donāt even have that. I donāt have anything and havenāt to the point thereās been days I couldnāt even breathe good and felt suffocated. Thereās been many people who have saw and sensed I had nothing and not even strength for myself and have preyed on it and tried to use it to their advantage however they can, whenever they can and as even humor for themselves to be able to see a woman have nothing, no money, job , car or safe place to stay. Many men actually want me in this position to better be able to take advantage of me and use my vulnerability as sexual control, not even caring if I may be in tears ,feel nauseous and am barely holding on to life itself in which I donāt even have much of. I been wearing the same rain boots this summer at times and if I didnāt have those , Iād really have nothing. I still have bruises on my leg that are purple and green from last week at two different very wealthy millionaires homes from working hard š in their yards from early morning till night, and I was even crying š saying how much pain I was in and asking to stop several times and I even thought I was going to have a heat stroke and die right there in the yard and nobody cared, I asked for a Sprite to drink and was told no, all 5 times I asked, while they enjoyed watching me work like a mule in their yards for nothing and even laughed at me.A man I didnāt know but that preyed on my unfortunate circumstances and appeared as if āhe wanted to helpā, took me to the two houses, one house I received very little from the man that took me there and he himself received a large amount for my work, he was so happy to get paid a lot of money from work I had went there and did myself while he just stood there barking orders at me and even cursing at me left and right very loudly. The second house where I had to lift atleast 250 heavy bricks while he stood there watching me that I worked at for two day last week, I got nothing at all but a hot dog and a soda, and they knew they were wrong but figured since IĀ am a single woman with no family and friends here and since I need help, I had no choice but to move all those bricks in hopes I would get help in return, or money in other words and cried when the man was happy to give me nothing.I even have a picture of my bruises on my leg from working and being taken advantage of last week. My neck at this moment feels like itās almost broken. It hurts real bad to move it unless Iām careful and I canāt even begin to describe how my legs feel from the horrific ordeal last week from trying to work for some money but completely having the devil ride my back and leave me working for free and couldnāt even ask for a soda and would get yelled at when I said I was hungry after working so many hours.If anyone, man or woman can understand and be one of the few that wants to help me without anything in return, out of the many that want my body or to control me as a prisoner just because I need help, I would greatly, wholeheartedly, forever appreciate it, as I was saying, if not, then I wonāt even try to ask for help much more because I barely have it in me now to keep going on like this having to ask, itās embarrassing, degrading and itās just not a life to even have. Thank you for your time of reading this and for caring. I donāt even know how it feels to be cared about so that is appreciated to have.
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