Well to start off I’m 4 months pregnant.  I’m pretty much I’m only family left in this world.  I don’t have strong relationship with my mother due to her helping my rapist.  And extend family member in which, I don’t understand why.  I’ve tried to go the proper authorities and still no luck.  To be honest,  I should have helped her in the first place.  Giving up my home in the first place.  I feel so stressed and stupid for caring about my Mom.  Just to have to thru these problems when I need her the most.  I’ve always held my own weight just to see the problems  experienced with heart break and depression.  It’s hard being pregnant with no where to stay as it is.  I really need a push of strength.  Because at this point I’m ready to give up.