Hi my name is Nichole and I don't really know how to begin I got left here by my oldest son 9 years ago , because I didn't want to leave my dog but I ended up losing my dog anyways and I've regretted not leaving every day since they left .I've been through a lot here , most of which I deserve for not leaving with my son .I've been the victim of a robbery and got hit in the head with a shotgun twice and my skull chipped , then I had an 18 yr old boy who had a strange crush on me attack me and drag me by a belt around my neck till I choked unconscious and he kicked me and beat me and left me for dead in the middle of the street .then I thought I had met someone to help me and who loved me but he beat me day after day and finally held me down and locked my teeth out with rolls of quarters and broke my jaw and fractured my cheakbone and I have a lot of scars on my body and he told me that I deserved it because my family didn't want me or love me . Because of him I lost what little I had and was forced to go back to a life that I never wanted to see again ,so at 50 years old I had no choice but to be an escort , and with this I got a staulker who has stollen every cent I've made and frauded my credit so I have no way to get a place and have lived in weekly and daily rentals , I've become very sick and I struggle every day just trying to some how get ahead so I can go home to mainland and get my fan ly back , I have two grandbaby's I haven't even met , and I pray everyday that I don't die before I see them ,ii quit escorting and I've been trying to get my cleaning company up and running again so I can make money to go home but every time I turn around I get robbed again and I'm back to zero again .I don't ha e any family here or anyone I can call a real friend and I ha e tried to get help from the state but ha e had no luck , I'm bout to be without anywhere to go again and I am too weak and old to try and survive out there again on the streets , I'm so tired I just want to go home , I know that there are needer people than me and I feel bad even asked ng for help but I don't know what else to do I've lost all hope and I've prayed for an angel but I guess I'm not worthy of that , I just want another chance at being a mother and a daughter and a grandmother , I can't promise I'll be the best but I will give it my all . Thank you for your time , Nichole