I can’t do this anymore. Im dying inside and out. Is so sad that hurting myself hurts less then the abuse I’ve been put through by someone who  said they loved me. I lost the person I use to be. 10 years later when I look in the mirror I don’t recognize the image looking back at me.  Never thought I’d be starting over at 51  any donations raise this fundraiser will be towards me gaining independence. A place to call my own. A phone for emergencies and just life in general. A chance to just breathe. Thank you in advance. You didn’t have to care or help. But you did…   I appreciate you more than you will ever know